I play for Keeps

Stop and Stare

I didn't ask for something big
I didn't ask you to do that but you did
I didn't ask you to put it up all of a sudden when I wasn't even mentioned before
I only ask is that I will not be forgotten when you have your life
Bcos I knnow even after that you will forget that I was next to you, you donn't have to prove anything by doing that bcos your actions spoke for you
You always say things that at first thought would mean something but time after time I know those are just words from the mouth and not from the heart
how many times have you even thought of me how many times have you asked how are you
at times I just feel I'm just the person that gave you stuffs and I guess thats how you remember me of
you expect me to tell you everything but you rarely did the same
the reason why I was dissapointed that day because if you have taken me more seriously you would have not done that
I just can't believe you ...
after what you did and what happened
well thats life isn't it...sadly
so what can I do but just go with the flow of it.................






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so All of you might be guessing why I'm writing this...well it's just something in my mind for these past few days and needed to clear it of my mind






Along the alley lies what needs to be found
shot take by Annora

Into the night

well another week has passed..really man...college is passing so fast..as I was talking to a friend of mine, I can't believe it's already gonna be May !!! 5 months ...wow...how time pass so fast...

Well today had cf for the last time for many reasons..it was the last for the seniors and our last for the semester.Was helping Jem with the games .really gonna miss the seniors eventhough I barely know them. Most of them are really funny and some are just plain interesting . May God continue to be the light unto your path forever guys.

Well to day also got back my accounts mark. Managed to pass but somehow am still quite dissapointed with it la.. Am not sure why bcos its not like I really studied so well for it and also my sejarah marks last time also didn really bother me when I failed. Maybe cos I used so much ink for no use =P my maths marks are ok.. got an A and a B and for physics got a b .. could have done better but its done so what to do..but thank God for my marks .. good or bad , I still want to thank Him.

also heard a stupid story about this college mate being involved in a snatch-thief incident..seriously dumb wei...I shall not say anymore

went out with caryn to get my free lunch ..hahaha... didn have money today so she had to..haha.. yes yes sounds weird..a girl belanja-guy but who cares.. went out also on thursday for cendol..that I paid..I rock

movinng on...WOLVERINE ORIGINS is coming !!! seriously cant wait for it . hopefully gonna watch it in next next week

got my long awaited fav character in it.. Gambit =D

thats that from me

I just hope he doesnt die in this movie man

bam bam bee dum bam bam bee dum dum

Well i didn wanna update but got a lot of stuffs happened so why not. so like on saturday the youth had this Easter hunt organized by Mr boss, angel,my sis and poh yi. So I can say it was very well done. Claps to the team.My group had me,leon,tim and keith.Sausage party..So like we went to paramount station to start after a briefing session in the church by wen li, and Hock. so we went to klcc and had to solve some questions... we finished around 515 and the end time is 545.. we just couldnt find oscar with his vehicle..maybe he drove off...lol..cos had to take a pic with him..so our last thinng to do is to take a pic of the members doing a formation of the towers..our group lost in the end but my self-implanetd ego said I won so its ok..haha.had dinner with wei meng,k sum, krystal, hock,my sis, andrew(krystal's 'friend'),jyn ee, and friends - carmen and celine, grace and elise. went back around 9..





so the next day I had to play drums for the main service. Was replacing K sum cos Stephen wanted him for rhythms so yea.. did a lot of mistakes on thursday but Thank God everything was ok after practice on saturday.. tried few things that day..some worked out..some didn really worked out





so going to today ..played badminton with kai,junn and ivan and also Zong yuan.. played doubles with peanut against junn and kai.. 1st set was like we lost 21-18, then 2nd set we won 29-27 and 3rd set won again 21-19..yes it was very close . then played singles with peanut..won 21-18 and lost 21-18..the 2nd game was the best la.. really chun...





so i have to do this tag now by ashie..
upload a pic that you like and answer the questions

What do you like about this picture?
hmmm..well 1st its a really great shot and also got my friends in it and got me !

when is the last time you ate a pizza?
dunnno..do i? must be few months bak i guess

the lst song you listened?
Gos is great by hillsongs

what are you doing besides doing this tag?
thinking of a special someone.... =)

Besides your own name,what nickname/name you like to be called as?
predator..haha..i dunno..anything i guess..gud or bad also ok la

tag 5 ppl!
Zoe,chang hui,annora,elise

Chill out la

Well I have finished my trials yesterday. it was ok la..physics had not enough time to finish... chem dunnnit to say ..wait ppl think i'm Lan Ci =D maths c1 was hard like mad...c2 was better but still hard...You should see me on wednnesday and thursday..while everyone was studying and doing past year questions...I was there since 8am walking around and disturbing girlS.The Librarian was like ''hey boss, can you stop moving around and disturb all the girls ah..everytime i see you always got one nnew girl one''In front of everyonne wei..super embarassing..my nama tercemar...anyways yea didnt want to bother to s tudy this week because I know the exams will be harder than the real one and also last minute never works for me. so I do what I do best

also cut my hair...i really chilling hor..ppl study i cut hair..well shun yong was like 'eh james you got gf ed ah'..obviously i was like NO ! then he was like i thought you said you'll cut hair and shave when you get a hair cut..yes.......dun laugh



well next week am gonna play badminton already since they cleared the hall... suppose to play today but everyone ffk me so yea lo...



wanted to watch movie though but nah..lazy boy... so today had cf ...some ppl didn know evenn got today.. so like I just went because need to supoort a friend and also for god and also got nth else to do at home...it was ok actually ..around maybe 20-30 ppl came?/ not so sure..played the Human web...lets just say my hands were not rightly placed ..haha



yesterday was bad la..had worship practice and my playing really was very lousy la.maybe cos not enough sleep..thanks Jason for helping me with the notes!!! I belanja you makan tomorrow...well pray for me yea...



and also let me see what else...Oo yea annora seriously very funny la...yesterday I saw her and I asked why is she wearing 2 t shirts..then she was like saying someth very funny la....hahah!! she really funny girl...can get along with her quite easily ...



Also thank you Gracie !! I already said dunnit that post but its ok... forgot to mention I'm single =D hehe...



kk i think thats about it?? yea

Chills

This will give you the chills........
GOOD chills.

A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study.

The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice

The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does God still speak to people?' After service, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'God...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey.'


As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.

He shook his head and said out loud, 'God is that you?' He didn't get a reply and started on toward home.

But again, the thought, 'buy a gallon of milk'.


The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli.

'Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home.

As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down that street.'


This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection.


Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street.


At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.


Half jokingly, he said out loud,
'Okay, God, I will.' He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a semi- commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.

Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street.' The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat.

'Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.

Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here.'

He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you want?' Then the door opened before the young man could get away.

The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. 'What is it?'

The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, 'Here, I brought this to you.' The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway.

Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face.

The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk.'

His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?'

The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.

He knew that God still answers prayers.



This is so true. Sometimes it's the simplest things that God asks us to do that cause us, if we are obedient to what He's asking, to be able to hear. His voice more clear than ever. Please listen, and obey! It will bless you (and the world). Phil 4:13
This is an easy test - you score 100 or zero. It's your choice.

Wazzup !

well its been a while since i've updated my blog.. well let me see...my moral classes are finally over..had my exam last tuesday and the kids carnival which was suceesfully done last 3 weeks ago..it was a fun ride with moral..got to know a lot of ppl initially as we were all new to each other when we first came to college..it was fun.. having meetings here and there for the planning of the kids carnival.. the kids carnival was quite well managed..our group just had to help out since we did our part ed...

this was during the Kids carnival day..and yes i DID help out

my moral group (from left: tanu,gaya,ashie,ruth,caryn,Mary Ruth, me,Brian and Soon wei, missing:Sze ee)..awesome them

forwarding to my camp again.. here are just some pics

us evaluating the talk thing

me representing the group to take our 3rd prize

group pics are the best..find me !

Hui Shan with her smile

and further fastforwarding to my college's easter celebration called CROSSROADS I can say it was well managed .. big hands to the committee and those who helped out.. You guys did a real great job.. well i had to wait since i registered late..s o like since i had to leave early I just took out my name tag and told them I was a helper which i wasn't lieing about and when through.. well next time I'll be a drug addict,smoker, healthy man , party boy, have a baby which i'll abort later...lol.. well I had to help out Jem along with my friends in the games department... Just had to entertain the many visitors with games like SIGNS.. so I guess that's about it

I like my tshirt ...

So i'll be having my trials next week.. Pray for me ...till then see ya!

True or not ?

I got this email from of my friends few days ago.. its quite true seeing it

It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails be


cause the year ONLY
has 365 days...
Typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.


2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.


3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.


4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.


5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.


6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.


7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.


8. Quarterly, half-yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.


9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.


10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.


11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0
'How can a student pass ?????'

by me annd yours only

Slow Dance

This
is a poem
written by a teenager with cancer.


She wants to
see how many
people get her poem.


It is quite the poem
Please pass it on.




This

poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a
New York Hospital .



It was sent by
a medical doctor -
Make sure to read what is in the closing statement
AFTER THE POEM.



SLOW DANCE

Have you ever
watched
kids

On a merry-go-round?


Or listened to
the
rain

Slapping on the ground?


Ever followed a

butterfly's erratic flight?



Or gazed at the sun into the
fading
night?


You better slow down.


Don't
dance so
fast.


Time is short.


The music
won't
last.


Do you run through each day


On
the
fly?


When you ask How are you?


Do you hear
the
reply?


When the day is done


Do you lie
in your
bed


With the next hundred chores


Running through
your head?


You'd better
slow down


Don't dance so
fast.


Time is
short.


The music won't
last.


Ever told your
child,


We'll do it
tomorrow?


And in your
haste,


Not see
his

sorrow?


Ever lost
touch,


Let a good
friendship die


Cause you
never had time


To call
and say,'Hi'


You'd
better slow down.


Don't dance
so fast.


Time
is short.


The music won't
last.


When you run
so fast to get somewhere


You
miss half the fun of getting
there.



When you worry and hurry
through your
day,


It is like an unopened
gift....


Thrown
away.



Life is not a
race.


Do take it
slower



Hear the
music



Before the song is
over.